finally I stop crying
it was hard to stop at first
I gotta calm down
kept telling myself
only thing I want:
a hug from you
I don’t like being insecure
I don’t like it even more it’s because of you
"don’t ask too much and you will get"
came up on my mind again today
but somehow encouraging
to clear my mind
I cried for the negative feeling inside me
I think I want it to go away too badly
but forget to relax
I just wish I could feel you
when I heard “it’s so obvious”
maybe I’m the only one being blind
or don’t want to see the whole thing clearly
what do I need
what do I want
is it really obvious
I want to be more patient
I should be more patient
I need to be more patient
I told myself to be more patient
I will try to be patient
i’ve never thought about i’d have stories to tell about “beer after work”…
can i take it as it’s another way to see where i am in the real world?
i love the fact i have the girls at work actually became my friends, real friends who i can share my life with… more and more every day. lucky me, right?
when we’re young, we try to be so unique that we dont have to be part of anything. just simply wanna be the cool ones.
but when we grow with time, we learn to fit in, to the more general crowd. it’s not necessarily a bad thing…
people change with time, so it’s amazing to have people like you for who you are.
just feel insecure about everything sometimes…
the dark side of me starts eating my happiness
hope it will be gone once the sun rises
since when you took over my phone, facebook wall, instagram, conversation and thoughts
I thought I’m tough enough
no longer to feel defeated towards certain things
but life is full of challenges and unknowns
when those moments come, it’s good to have you besides me
life isn’t easy.
but happiness is simple